Thursday, January 26, 2006
could`nt use the computer till now. -.-
kinda late but still wanna write it here even after i`ve sent my wishes..
HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR DEAR!
hopefully dear dear liked my plans and presents. gave him a surprise at mac last night. texted him that i`m off to bed before 12mn and wished him happy birthday. he knew i got him a cake because his buddy could`nt keep the secret, and he thought i`ll be there for sure till i messaged him. at 12mn, i walked over to macdonalds and tadah*.. gave him a little surprise. his whole face was red with happiness when he saw me. i could tell totally how much my presence meant to him from his expressions. he`s touched. i was happy. spent real quality time with him today. he`s as happy as a lark today. i can`t help but keep smiling deep inside my heart. this is what i want. met up in the late morning and during evening. he went back to school for npcc in between. those kind souls there celebrated for him as well. =))
to him: thanks god for you. that`s all i can do for you. as long as you are happy, my heart will follow. can`t you see we are already on the right track gradually? this is it! we must conquer alright? forever love~
my wishes for him: good health, good luck and may only the best falls on him..
you are my everything~
1:24 AM
could`nt use the computer till now. -.-
kinda late but still wanna write it here even after i`ve sent my wishes..
HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR DEAR!
hopefully dear dear liked my plans and presents. gave him a surprise at mac last night. texted him that i`m off to bed before 12mn and wished him happy birthday. he knew i got him a cake because his buddy could`nt keep the secret, and he thought i`ll be there for sure till i messaged him. at 12mn, i walked over to macdonalds and tadah*.. gave him a little surprise. his whole face was red with happiness when he saw me. i could tell totally how much my presence meant to him from his expressions. he`s touched. i was happy. spent real quality time with him today. he`s as happy as a lark today. i can`t help but keep smiling deep inside my heart. this is what i want. met up in the late morning and during evening. he went back to school for npcc in between. those kind souls there celebrated for him as well. =))
to him: thanks god for you. that`s all i can do for you. as long as you are happy, my heart will follow. can`t you see we are already on the right track gradually? this is it! we must conquer alright? forever love~
my wishes for him: good health, good luck and may only the best falls on him..
you are my everything~
Monday, January 16, 2006
oh man.. my blog`s been collecting more dusts and dirts. i`m super duper lazy nowadays. CNY`s around the corner and i have yet to tidy my extremely messy room!!! all i wanna do is sleep and play. can`t believe i`m lazy to eat at times too. no appetite for dinner lately especially. perhaps it`s my work that affected me. but at least i`m hardworking when it comes to shopping for CNY`s clothes and accessories! *weets* have been rather broke nowadays but i`m lucky to have a job now which can still allow me to survive at some corners of the world. i`m waiting for CNY`s angbaos!! in eager anticipation man! v-day`s coming soon as well, money`s going out into others` pockets again. but nonetheless, by then i should have get my pay and everything should be "safe and sound". anyways, i`m rather satisfied and happy with my current working environment. tirng i have to admit. but i`ve got a couple of nice colleagues. of course! know why? we are a bunch of youngsters and my ASM is only 23. we all can click rather well. serious business is serious business defintely but when it comes to slacking period, we still make it a point to slack! as much as we can! working life is so mundane. the only thing i look forward to is none other than my off days especially when i can meet up with my besties and my ben dan. miss him more because our meet-ups get less and less. *awWww...* nevertheless, the fire won`t die out just like that. i treat this more as a test for us. once we crossed the beginning stage, what comes after may be less complicated. well, we made pacts and i hope we can keep to that. nothing`s gonna come between us as long as we think less. uh hmmm.. getting more drowsy, off to bed soon i think. off days coming! hang it there!!! =)))
misses him. loves him. forever. =pPp
2 becomes 1..
12:07 AM
oh man.. my blog`s been collecting more dusts and dirts. i`m super duper lazy nowadays. CNY`s around the corner and i have yet to tidy my extremely messy room!!! all i wanna do is sleep and play. can`t believe i`m lazy to eat at times too. no appetite for dinner lately especially. perhaps it`s my work that affected me. but at least i`m hardworking when it comes to shopping for CNY`s clothes and accessories! *weets* have been rather broke nowadays but i`m lucky to have a job now which can still allow me to survive at some corners of the world. i`m waiting for CNY`s angbaos!! in eager anticipation man! v-day`s coming soon as well, money`s going out into others` pockets again. but nonetheless, by then i should have get my pay and everything should be "safe and sound". anyways, i`m rather satisfied and happy with my current working environment. tirng i have to admit. but i`ve got a couple of nice colleagues. of course! know why? we are a bunch of youngsters and my ASM is only 23. we all can click rather well. serious business is serious business defintely but when it comes to slacking period, we still make it a point to slack! as much as we can! working life is so mundane. the only thing i look forward to is none other than my off days especially when i can meet up with my besties and my ben dan. miss him more because our meet-ups get less and less. *awWww...* nevertheless, the fire won`t die out just like that. i treat this more as a test for us. once we crossed the beginning stage, what comes after may be less complicated. well, we made pacts and i hope we can keep to that. nothing`s gonna come between us as long as we think less. uh hmmm.. getting more drowsy, off to bed soon i think. off days coming! hang it there!!! =)))
misses him. loves him. forever. =pPp
2 becomes 1..
Sunday, January 08, 2006
rainy season is one i love but hated as well. why? reasons simple. i adore rainy days because they make sleeping moods better, however, they destroy my shopping mood and daily mood when i have to wake up early to go to work. so sickening. just like today. i slept till 2 plus until angela called to ask whether we can go shopping together since CNY`s just a few weeks away. then i was thinking it`s alright since the rain had kinda stopped, so i asked pearl as well. well, just when i was about to leave my house to meet her, the rain just poured. rather heavy, so was my mood then. well, nevermind, me and angela boarded direct buses all the way so we were`nt drenched at all. phew! met up with pearl in town after having my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. could`nt imagine i only had one meal today! bought myself a tube top and my CNY heels! craving to shop more but tomorrow`s another working day. next off day`s next saturday! oh my god!!! that will be a chore for me to bear. so sad. is hoping that kaisheng can work with me everyday because with him around, time is easier to get by, with his lame cold jokes and some gossiping. but well, NO. sad again. think i better get some rest or else i`ll be dead tired tomorrow at work. bye guys...
for my ben dan: miss ben dan because i may not have time for him... promised him that he'll be in my mind and heart all the time. i will honour my promise. take care my ben dan. hugs.
1:18 AM
rainy season is one i love but hated as well. why? reasons simple. i adore rainy days because they make sleeping moods better, however, they destroy my shopping mood and daily mood when i have to wake up early to go to work. so sickening. just like today. i slept till 2 plus until angela called to ask whether we can go shopping together since CNY`s just a few weeks away. then i was thinking it`s alright since the rain had kinda stopped, so i asked pearl as well. well, just when i was about to leave my house to meet her, the rain just poured. rather heavy, so was my mood then. well, nevermind, me and angela boarded direct buses all the way so we were`nt drenched at all. phew! met up with pearl in town after having my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. could`nt imagine i only had one meal today! bought myself a tube top and my CNY heels! craving to shop more but tomorrow`s another working day. next off day`s next saturday! oh my god!!! that will be a chore for me to bear. so sad. is hoping that kaisheng can work with me everyday because with him around, time is easier to get by, with his lame cold jokes and some gossiping. but well, NO. sad again. think i better get some rest or else i`ll be dead tired tomorrow at work. bye guys...
for my ben dan: miss ben dan because i may not have time for him... promised him that he'll be in my mind and heart all the time. i will honour my promise. take care my ben dan. hugs.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
this post is specially dedicated to dear...
no matter what comes along the way, we fight; we survive.
regardless of how tiring the flight may be, we know we`re going to be alright.
thoughts and feelings we may have inside, however, we are not going to hide.
i now have you in my life, to me, you are my pride.
dear, i know it`s been so so hard on you. but dear, you must not give up! i`ll stand by you no matter what, even if the sky`s going to fall, i`ll use my remaining strength to hold it for you. it does`nt bother me whether ur career or me is more important now. as long as i`m still important in you. whatever i wanna say, it`s all tagged in your blog. u take your time to read and digest alright? just remember, there are no problems which can`t be solved, no difficulties which can`t be crossed. they just take us more time to hurdle across. NEVER SAY DIE. the devil wants us to lose the battle, all the more we must conquer it. but we`ll do things a step at a time. no one`s gonna give you pressure now, including me. i admit that i still have my missy-missy temper but have u realised that i`ve been curbing this problem every now and then? i`m still trying hard. u need to give me time too. as for what`ve happened this evening, i just felt hurt when you said those words and slightly raised your voice at me when i just want to do something to make you feel better. your body is weak, so you tend to fall sick and get tired easily. i`m not going to blame you anymore. it does`nt matter if you don`t feel like going out at times. we can watch doraemon or crayon shinchan at your house with your sisters. =)) as long as we spend quality time together. quantity is not as important. and if my mom cooks, i can bring some food over for you. it`s not beneficial eating too much outside food. and we can save some money. =p dear, let`s hang on together. don`t allow anything or anyone to break us apart. don`t let the devil triumph!
=..Junxian&Yanfang..=
191105_____________________________
the line has no limit unless we put a stop to it. let`s hope this line is never ever going to end...
i love you.
1:52 AM
this post is specially dedicated to dear...
no matter what comes along the way, we fight; we survive.
regardless of how tiring the flight may be, we know we`re going to be alright.
thoughts and feelings we may have inside, however, we are not going to hide.
i now have you in my life, to me, you are my pride.
dear, i know it`s been so so hard on you. but dear, you must not give up! i`ll stand by you no matter what, even if the sky`s going to fall, i`ll use my remaining strength to hold it for you. it does`nt bother me whether ur career or me is more important now. as long as i`m still important in you. whatever i wanna say, it`s all tagged in your blog. u take your time to read and digest alright? just remember, there are no problems which can`t be solved, no difficulties which can`t be crossed. they just take us more time to hurdle across. NEVER SAY DIE. the devil wants us to lose the battle, all the more we must conquer it. but we`ll do things a step at a time. no one`s gonna give you pressure now, including me. i admit that i still have my missy-missy temper but have u realised that i`ve been curbing this problem every now and then? i`m still trying hard. u need to give me time too. as for what`ve happened this evening, i just felt hurt when you said those words and slightly raised your voice at me when i just want to do something to make you feel better. your body is weak, so you tend to fall sick and get tired easily. i`m not going to blame you anymore. it does`nt matter if you don`t feel like going out at times. we can watch doraemon or crayon shinchan at your house with your sisters. =)) as long as we spend quality time together. quantity is not as important. and if my mom cooks, i can bring some food over for you. it`s not beneficial eating too much outside food. and we can save some money. =p dear, let`s hang on together. don`t allow anything or anyone to break us apart. don`t let the devil triumph!
=..Junxian&Yanfang..=
191105_____________________________
the line has no limit unless we put a stop to it. let`s hope this line is never ever going to end...
i love you.
Sunday, January 01, 2006
HAPPY 2006 TO ALL PEEPS!!! bye bye 2005. =(((
well, i spent the last day of 2005 happily with dear, his sister, his god brothers, his 2 crews, pearl and phil. went counting down at esplanade and witnessed the fantabulous fireworks. was like so magical, like thousands and millions and zillions of tiny shooting stars. got part of them video`ed in my handphone. i was extremely excited because i seldom have chances to view them at near distances. XpXp but it all lasted for just merely 10 minutes. =xxx
after the fireworks, we boarded the expensive and make-people-tired-and-sick night rider. off to hougang green`s mac for some late night supper cum super early breakfast. met up with weiquan and long-time-no-see`s daniel there. well, i bet he`d put on some weight since i last saw him about half a year ago. did`nt realised that dear could click so well with the 2 dudes. daniel was like so amazed that dear could just answer his every single question! by luck i supposed because everything he asked, dear had been through before. =pp was chatting about everything under the sun till 4 plus. decided to head home because i was indeed rather shagged. however, it started raining. had games witht he poker cards which daniel brought along to pass time at some void deck under a block of flats while waiting for the first bus to arrive. some damn good cards according to him but i just think the quality was`nt exactly as good. bleahs. too slippery! left the place at 5.45am. well, reached home at 6am but was ticked off by my mom. of course i forsee that because all i told her was that i`ll be home late after the countdown. did`nt expected myself to end up home so "early" in fact! but whatever so, i`m perfectly happy with dear around. guessed that we would`nt be able to accompany each other much after my work commences next week. =(((((
anyways really thanks alot dear. i felt much better. meeting him for breakfast tomorrow morning, after which gonna meet his sister and mom to do some shopping for CNY. kinda nervous as i`ve never seen his mom before! met his whole family except for his mom. hopes to leave a good impression for her. XpXpp
will remember the jokes on anacondas, chicken daddy and chicken little... LOL!
11:08 PM
HAPPY 2006 TO ALL PEEPS!!! bye bye 2005. =(((
well, i spent the last day of 2005 happily with dear, his sister, his god brothers, his 2 crews, pearl and phil. went counting down at esplanade and witnessed the fantabulous fireworks. was like so magical, like thousands and millions and zillions of tiny shooting stars. got part of them video`ed in my handphone. i was extremely excited because i seldom have chances to view them at near distances. XpXp but it all lasted for just merely 10 minutes. =xxx
after the fireworks, we boarded the expensive and make-people-tired-and-sick night rider. off to hougang green`s mac for some late night supper cum super early breakfast. met up with weiquan and long-time-no-see`s daniel there. well, i bet he`d put on some weight since i last saw him about half a year ago. did`nt realised that dear could click so well with the 2 dudes. daniel was like so amazed that dear could just answer his every single question! by luck i supposed because everything he asked, dear had been through before. =pp was chatting about everything under the sun till 4 plus. decided to head home because i was indeed rather shagged. however, it started raining. had games witht he poker cards which daniel brought along to pass time at some void deck under a block of flats while waiting for the first bus to arrive. some damn good cards according to him but i just think the quality was`nt exactly as good. bleahs. too slippery! left the place at 5.45am. well, reached home at 6am but was ticked off by my mom. of course i forsee that because all i told her was that i`ll be home late after the countdown. did`nt expected myself to end up home so "early" in fact! but whatever so, i`m perfectly happy with dear around. guessed that we would`nt be able to accompany each other much after my work commences next week. =(((((
anyways really thanks alot dear. i felt much better. meeting him for breakfast tomorrow morning, after which gonna meet his sister and mom to do some shopping for CNY. kinda nervous as i`ve never seen his mom before! met his whole family except for his mom. hopes to leave a good impression for her. XpXpp
will remember the jokes on anacondas, chicken daddy and chicken little... LOL!